Christmas cookies

Me and Julian

Good times!

boo hiss

Well, The Beautiful People has been cancelled.

Oh fucking-hell!
This is the fourth show this year alone that has dissipated for me.
I'm starting to wonder if its some sort of sign that I shouldn't be acting anymore. :(
Bleeg!

This sucks ass.
And I feel awful for Phil. He did everything he possibly could to keep the show going. I guess the fates have other plans right now.

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One wonderful thing is the arrival of my headshots from the printers. They are exquisite! I'm still in awe of them; I can barely believe they are mine.

Go here for any and all printing needs: Spotlight Printing

Beautiful work, excellent prices, I highly recommend them!

Daisy Claws

Merry Christmas!

Shooting of the Head

I had headshots taken this past August that I'm finally getting printed.
Never mind that my hair is now longer and red!

This is the proof they sent me. Its exactly what I wanted!



I special requested the black borders. I'm so happy with them!

caffeinated cat

Daisy had a nip of my Dr. Pepper last night when I wasn't looking and was awake until 4am!

These pics were taken today. I love my kotka.

Am I actually feeling a positive emotion?!

I've been excited since yesterday. I was looking forward to the read thru (good times) and I suppose that excitement and energy carried into today.

Sometimes I forget how much I love acting.
I got excited about it all over again, like when I first started 10 years ago.
Perhaps I needed to be reminded of the joy it brings me. :D

100 year old pasta

I just got back from the first read-through of The Beautiful People.
It was awesome! This is a very sweet Saroyan piece that we are doing as part of Saroyan's Centennial.

I have to say, I'm especially pleased by all the references in the script about my character's beauty. Its rare that I get to play the pretty girl. :D

AND- I get to work with Carolyn Robertson again. I want to eat her liver!!!

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I have some sort of cold. I've been coughing (with blood-taste), sniffling, all that suck-jazz. I tend to be paranoid about colds & flu since I had the pneumonia for 5 months in 03-04. The codeine is a happiness, though!

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I'm hungry for cheese ravioli.

Dr. Codeine

Yay!

My great friend Codeine has made a housecall!
We have a temptestuous relationship but I need him right now.

Oh the lovely lighter head for my heavy heart!
<--- orange on codeine

These holes in my hands are for you

I keep dreaming about Michael

Would you bring me the big knife? I'm going to slice my throat.

agnes dei

I've learned I'm playing Agnes Webster in The Beautiful People.
Excitement! Of course, she's only 17, while I'm ... older. o.0

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I'm not writing anymore. At this point I have little confidence in myself and recent events haven't helped that situation.
I feel stupid.

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I dreamed of Michael. I hate my brain sometimes. It wasn't even a good dream.

I wish for impossible things.

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My heart hurts.

Mask

I still don't know.
I still feel like giving up.

But I went to Sephora today and bought some lovely new treats! Buxom Lip Plumping Gloss! Gold Foil Eyeshadow! Bare Escentuals Blush Duo! Gold Glittery Butterfly Mascara!

That's something, right? I'm a great-looking failure.

Wha???

I don't even know.

Whip that Hump Day! Whip it good!

Wisdom Fangs

I've been contemplating the possibility that our wisdom teeth at one time contained venom.

I was in bed last night thinking about venom and how unfair it is that humans don't have any. Then I thought of vestigial tails and how unfair it is that we no longer have real tails. Which of course led me to the idea that perhaps our wisdom teeth back in the day were actually venomous fangs and what we now know as "wisdom teeth" are vestigial in that sense. How cool would that be?

The Beautiful Callbacks

I've been cast in Aithon Theatre Company's January production of The Beautiful People!
I'm not sure whether I'm playing Agnes or Harmony yet, I just know I'm in it. Yay! Good times (I hope) ahead.