Feverdream

Last night I finally took a perfect circle out of my cd player in my bedroom. I put Iron & Wine on instead, for something different.
I was still awake after reading and wrangling Daisy when the song "Feverdream" came on, and I was immediately stricken with the pain of nostalgia. In an instant, I was taken back to a time, several years ago, when things were very different from now. I remembered the way I felt back then, who my boyfriend was, who my friends and "friends" were, where I was in life. In truth, I was at the height of popularity. And I never realized just how awful it felt until I heard that song and it all came flooding too fast into my heart to be contained. How lonely being the "It" girl can be. The stab of love lost, of jealousy's arrows piercing my back.

It's one of my favorite songs on the disc, still.
I'm not that naive girl anymore.

Sense and Sensibility

I had a Marianne Dashwood look going on today:

Good times!
I'm reading/analysing 2 scripts right now.
I also found out the short film I did last December is nearly finished!

Schmool

I registered for the spring semester.
The damage:

~ Phil 1 Intro to Philosophy (retaking to get rid of the nasty F)
~ IS 12 Computer Literacy (online, class in my underwear!)

I hope I actually make it this time. Talons crossed!

I've lost some weight, so now my arms look slightly less T-Rex than before. This is a plus.

I received what feels like the millionth rejection letter this morning. This is a minus.

:/ No poem today. Apparently, I suck.

Gobble Gobble

Give thanks!

Happy Birthday Mom!

Yay Pam!

I love you!

Daisy Bastet Grazyna

My angel!

sleeping

on my bed

wha???

not evil, really.

biting me

my lovecat!

bites

My car was broken into. The fucknut thieves ripped out my front panel, took my stereo (which was a present from my mom & aunt), stole my pretty black satin asian print cd holder and left my trunk ajar so my battery is now dead. *screams*

I seriously doubt the ghettotrash that took my music will enjoy Dylan, KOC, radiohead and Leonard Cohen! Fucking-hell!

At least Stella is still parked in the lot. She's been violated but she's out there.

I'm also missing Michael.
I got another rejection letter.
The show I was fired from opens tomorrow, to much blowhard fanfare that I'd like to cease and desist.
Daisy kept me up most of the night biting me. She's teething right now and thinks she can act feral. She's nibbling on me right now!
My apartment management is "inspecting" apts for smoke alarms and a/c crapola. Daisy isn't allowed here, so she has to hide in my room until they come and go.

I'm tired of being bitten by all these things.

It's Business Time

Gingersnap of Doom!

I have red hair again! :D

Scarlet Shimmer

I'll be debuting (redoing?) my new haircolor soon. It's a red-brown. I've had red hair several times in my life before and have always loved it. The last time it was bright-ass red (called Scarlet Shimmer) I had to dye it back to dark for The Women. I let it grow out black after that. But I've been pining for my red lately so I'm excited about that and will post pictures as soon as the deed is done. :D

Here are pics from the last red I had in 2005:

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I finally started writing again the other night.
The past two weeks have been a bit tumultuous and my mind was so full trying to process everything that it was difficult to focus on anything but the crapola.
Hopefully a few decent pieces will come out now.
I also wanted to be in a more rational state instead of just being melodramatic. When I write of my recent experiences and betrayals I want them to be vicious (which contains truth) but not petty (which is just trite). I've written on other subjects as well. Two are about Daisy (and full of my love for her) and others are random hallucinations and culinary alchemy. I'll start posting them soon.

After yesterday's migraine I'm feeling sore and a bit grumpy. Hopefully I'll perk up tomorrow, if Daisy doesn't jump on me at 4 am! o.O Kittens are psychobutts!

postal

Earlier I was out running some errands, when I witnessed a mailtruck running a stop sign.

I think it must be some sort of sign.
Of what, I have no idea.
It was odd, nonetheless.

Happy Hump Day

I've lost my mind. Maybe tomorrow I'll find it... okay, maybe not.

Kotka

Daisycat is home!

I realize I'm biased, but she is superior to other kittens!

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I had a wonderful lunch today with Audra at Red Lobster. Thanks, girl! Your joyful energy is contagious!

Daisy

I adopted a new 3 month old kitten today! :D 3 lbs 5 oz.
She is all black with green eyes. She is a beautiful baby kotka!
She's being fixed and microchipped, so she won't be home for a couple of days. I bought her a pink carrier to bring her home in after the surgery, and she has a black velvet bed waiting for her.

I'll post pixies as soon as she's happily ensconced at home.

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Quote of the day:
"The people who matter won't mind, and the people who mind? Don't matter."
~ Dr. Seuss